In my other version of my website I had used this oppurtunity to ramble about my life...and although I believe reading my *sob* story may have helped some people feel less alone, it made me feel...hmm...strange...Just because I had written SO much about my personal life here...I just got thinking about it and I think it would be better if I just stated some facts...rather then go into complete detail like I did before. So...lets begin with some facts.

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My name is Monica

I just turned 18

Although I feel older

Life has been *interesting* for me up until now

You could say I have been through a lot

My parents are divorced and I live with my mom

She is a bit crazy

So am I

I first realised I was depressed when I was 13

I didn't see a psychiatrist until I was 17

That was less then a month ago

I am scared of doctors

I self injure

It has been hard

I write poems

They usually suck

But I like to write them

I wear all black

People call me "goth"

I hate that word

I listen to "goth" music though

But I also listen to industrial, alternative, 80's, etc.
I am bored right now so I will stop writing :)